my sweetheart

My MOM

"my mom always accompanies me when i'm doing homeworks until midnight..
i like to study at the living room compare in the room..
because it's soo quite n lonely there..
if she was very sleepy..
she will just sleep on the sofa near the my study place..

Sometimes..
when i'm still doing the hw..
she will open her eyes..
"Dah siap ke belum ?"
"Belum .ade sikit lagi ni..umi nak tido g je la masuk bilik"
"Xpe eh umi masuk dulu?tak takot?boleh study sorg2 ?"
"Haha .boleh jee"

If she can't accompany me ...
since she was too tired due to her work...
before she get into her room to sleep..
she will order my father to accompany me study..
"Awak tolong teman kan boy ..saya ngantok sgt nih"
my father read the newspaper..
he took my mom's job..
until i switch off the light..

This occured since i was in primary school until i sit for SPM examination..
someday i decided to study in the early morning before subuh..
she will woke me up..
then ..
i strode to the stdy table..
And opened the book..

A few minutes later...
she came to me..
brought to me with a cup of coffee..
"Haa .nah .biar segar sikit mata tu nak study"
"Hoho .tq umi"
everytimes i stdy in that time..
she will make it for me ..
such a pleasure !

I still remember..
i got sick..
forget what the disease was..
but i have to take the medicine on the punctual time..
3 times a day..
she will came to my room ..
every day at 3 a.m...
brought a glass of plain water with the capsules..

Anonymous

semester 2 / 2015

CFS IIUM PJ

Since my bad result for the last semester..

my parents with their veto...

asked me to stop from involving in any society...

besides..

the accident occured on me last semester also forced them to do so..

"Hidung awak tu nak guna lama .nanti tercabut baru tau" -my mom-

"Ermm ..yela2"

Eventhough we are far apart..

but every monday & wednesday night i will

Watched them training..

through the window..

sob..sob..

Now..

i became anonymous..

contrast from last semester..

"Weh ..kau pergi tak luncheon dgn dato' seri rais yatim tu ?"my friend asked ...

"Tak ..aku suruh member aku yg pergi"

"Pres !asal dah x turun training sekarang ?"

my teammate asked me..

"Hehe ..mak tak kasi.."

"Ben !kau dah x jadi pres kan ?"

"Ha'aa ..ak dah turun takhta"

Left whatsapp group Presidents of CFSIIUM..

Left whatsapp group Taekwondo Mustang IIUM..

Left whatsapp group Collaboration of Martial Arts CFSIIUM

"Mu dok g joging dah ke ?biasa joging sokmo"

"Malas ahh .bukan ada marathon ke apa pon .lagi baik tido je kat bilik"

-the end-

focus on what the priority is..

You Me Us Them

1725 hours 26/3/15 

Physics !!

Chemistry !!

Mathematics !!

Lab Chem !!

Islamic Revealed Knowldge ~

IRK subject is the most relax and enjoyable subject..

bcoz u hv only to memorise and read..

no calcuator..

no equation..

just read, understand and memorise..

Contrast to engineering subject ..

U have to read, understand, solve and calculate..

sometimes u insert the wrong number..

*math error!!

*syntac error!!

●omaigodd●

Looked at my roomates...

2 of them are law course students..

one more is Architecture student,

he just change his course from human science..

i did physics tutorial ...

tup tap tup tap...

*sound of tapping calculator*

the other 2 of my friends who are the law students were reading and tried to understand about the pricipal of law or whatever the things ...

i didnt know..

Then about 1 hour later..

when i still sticked at my tutorial...

they have already stopped reading..

switched on the laptop...

'Fifa 2014'

Choiiii !! * i shouted in my mind

how heaven your life are !!

My friend said..

"Gini la cara budak arts study .baca sejam pastu main game..hahaha"

"Cehh ..untungg lerr"

Sometimes i didnt like to compare the way of us study..

we are not in the same field ..

they can wonder at how we still manage to survive in mathematics and physics subjects in the universities..

However..

We the engineering students also wondered at how law student can talk about the legistive n whatsoever...

We also amazed to architecture at how they creatively can draw n painting..

We also admire the islamic course students who can memorise n explain about hadith fiqh n soooo on..

So ..

relax ..

master your field n be capable in other fields..

Mrs security guard and Benny

CFSIIUM PJ

in my campus there was a middle age guard who was very concern to everything happen around HER..

i didn't know either everything or only to me she 

concern about..

One evening in Sem 1 (2014)

as usual..

every evening i jogged around the field..

to boast my stamina..

on that day..

my friends from UTP came to my campus..

we chit-chat until maghrib..

then..

on my way to the mahallah..

the guard glanced to me n my friend..

"Em .x padan dgn student uia.maghrib baru balik main"

"Erk..."

Sem 2 (2015)

on my way to the mosque..

i jumped over a cone...

in the same time my friend pull me down 

when i in the air..wuuu

fortunately the cone didnt hit my ass..

when we passed through the post guard...

the same 'mak guard' looked at us and started mumbling..

"Haa .lompat laaa lagi cone tu .kalau jatuh baru tau"

I juz make a wide smile to her...

Yesterday..

after performing zuhur prayer...

i walked alone out of the mosque..

i juz looked on the phone when desclating the stairs....

Then...

The same 'mak guard' once again focused to me !!

•omaigaddd •

"Jalan tu jangan tgk kat fon je ..tgk lerr depan jugakk .jatuh tangga baru tau"

*grinned to her*

That's all ..tq makcik .

for advising this little boy ...

#appreciate

memorise the occasions ! sketch make it interesting ! keep updating !

1057hours /22.3.15

My friend said..

if u hv a lot of story but u don't know to whom u want to tell,

juz write in your blog..

let it be read by stranger or 'somebody'

At home my mom will be the ears..

she will listen n respond to all of my story..

at campus..

u don't hv too much friend that can really be a good listener to you..

usually the story u tell may be momock by them..

haha..

 

Nvm..

let this blog be my partner..

besides..

i can  push myself to be a better story teller n writer..

improve my english..

forced me to memorise the events occured..

mr.cashier n ME ..

1315 hours / 12.3.2015

Kemudi Cafe...

after the class..as usual we will head to the cafe..

put my sling bag on a chair...

strode to take a plate n meal..

then !!

Arghhh !!

i juz realised...i didnt withdraw yet..

only rm2 in my wallet...

walked to my friend with a pleasant+sweet smile..

"Weh .hehe ..pnjm duit .lupe nk withdraw.."

"Nah.."

rm50....wuuu

After taking 2 pieces of small & cute chicken with white rice...

then i stepped towards the cashier to pay..

"Berape ?"

"RM5"

"Uishhh .mahal nye !! Cube suruh akak ni yg kirakan ."

"Dah adik nk berapa ?cube bgtau ! "seemed quite angry bcoz i hurt his ego..

"Saya nk rm4.50 je !"

"Okeh"

huuuhuhuuu..

usually that amount of meal i only paid about rm4 / rm4.50..

That's all ..sorry laa .i followed my parents style to stand their right..

"Asal dia dtg lewat dia dpt dulu ??duit saya x laku ke ??" my mom's word

"You kan taxi driver. You kne la tau jalan .kalau saya tau jln lg baik bg sy je bawak kereta ni ." my words to a chinese taxi driver at TBS..

Mix yourselve with other races

1145hours / 12.3.2015

today i hv wedding invitation ...wuuu

it held at TUDM Sg. Besi..

i asked my friend to accompany me..

"Wehh .jum g wedding sepupu aku kat tudm sg.besi"

"Eh .boleh ke ?segan la pulak aku"

"Jom je la .ak dah bgtau diorang .ak ajak member teman.makan free kot"

"Okeh2"

we hv to get there by oursleve..

come on laa .who want to pamper urselve alllllll the time ?????

Be independent..face the world..

my friend,

fakhrul & ajun..

my selected friend to be my partner for this...

walking to the gate of uia...

"Wehh .aku x boleh la panas2 .hitam la aku mcm nihhh"my friend complaining

"Hoi .kau hitam2 jgn bunyi masa kat wedding nanti tau.sbb kat wedding nnti ramai indian"

"asal ??"

Bla bla bla.....

We took the comuter at mid valley to bandar tasik selatan..

then..

we took a taxi..chinese driver.

he looked young n seemed not knowing much..arghhhhhhh

Bla bla blaa....

since i confuse which one .tudm sg.besi or subang ??

i called my mom...

sg.besi .not subang..

We reached the venue....

WOOOAAAOAOAOAOAOA!!!

Srious ...nice ! About 15 vespa n its series were arranged neatly in front of the hall !!

colourful !!!

besides,there's also a classic merc parked at the main entrance of the hall ..

actually,my friend n i were late a few minutes..

to watch the gimic..

the brides rode the vespa followed by a group of vespa team...

huaaaa!! no luckk !! Nvm ~

My mom waited for me at the door...

"yeay !!anak saya dh sampai .."

her smiled ...allahuuu ..

relief my tiredness after 1 hour journey to come here..

In the hall..there's such a marvellous food ..

Nasi beriayani..

grilled lamb...

sate kajang...

we get our meal ..

then .at that time ..

my friends can see what i told them before..

sometimes .you have to mix with other races so that u can know their cultures..

that's why i hate to hear the badmouth..

saying about indians...

also chinese..

becoz my grandfather's sister married with a chinese guy..

Thats all ...

baby boy

1130hours

Everybody rushing...

havoc havoc havoc..

i juz arrived home from barber shop...

They had been ready to attend the wedding..

i came into the study room..

my mom was ironing her baju kurung..

my shirt was still folded ..

 Not being iron yet...

Arghhhh !!

"Alaa .Xgosok lagii ke???"

"Awak yg ade kat rumah seharian hari ni ..patot dari tadi agy gosok"

"saya bz..beli mknn agy ..hntr syafiq agy.."

"Alah .ape la sangat"

"tolong laa umiiii gosokkan..."

"Dah besar2 pon nk sruh umi buat"

"Saya masih kecikk....."

"Hehh .kecik mende .janggut lagii siapp"

"Anak laki umi still kecikkk ...x besar2..anak prmpuan je yg dah besarr"

"Xde maknenyee..."

then...

iron sendiri ...😔

futsal is not for the weak

15/3/15

1800hours

My roomate who loooked like harry potter..

asked me either to join him playing futsal..

At that time..

i was cmpleting my assignments which were postponed due to my cousin wedding..

"Farhan .nak main futsal x?"

such a soft n calm voice..

i'm pretty sure it may melt any sister when hearing it..

Fortunately I'm man...huehue

"Em ..boleh jugak .lame kot x main .bosan jugak lam bilik ni "

Wearing my yellow hypervenom...

*bought it by using my plkn's allowance..

strode to the court..

there're 6 plyers in my team...

dush2...

dribble...

passing...

Then..our rival make the possesion...

the ball was passed to their playmaker..

he was in free space..

nobody guard him..

he wanted to make a bullet shot !!

his right leg had been rose

i realized it might happen......

i approached him...

before his leg hit the ball !!!

I blocked it with my right foot..

as the result...

he kicked the ball+my foot=the ball out of target & he fell down....

"sory2 !"

he didnt look at me...

and hardly push himself to stand..

Jeng jeng jeng ...

This time ..it happened again ..

our rival control the ball ..

then their GK passed the ball to 'him'...

he run with the ball..

i came near him from his back..

and tried to get the ball..

i hitted his leg quite soft..*for me la ..

then ...he stopped.

staring at me..

i asked 4 apologize..

but he looked too emotional ..

i juz get ready if he throw a punch direct to my face..

but it didnt hppen..he mumbling himself..

thats all..

in my mind ..

"Ni bukan kelas menari nak manja2 lembut2 sgt.lek ahh .sikit je pon .emo plak lebih "